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Saturday, February 20, 2010 '
•●•●where love rules,there is no will for power,and when power predominates,love is lacking..one will always shadow the other•●•●


what if our happiest thoughts are those written in the saddest songs?
what if your continuous lie became my truth?
what if every phone call from you is a speaking of a angry soul?
what if those you gave are those that u remember and those that u recieve are those you forget?
•●•●•●•●•●i guess thats why its "the-end", and mistakes will never be repeated●•●•●•●•●•


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Tuesday, November 24, 2009 '
- Man of value not sucess -


Been 123123years since i blog,

quite busy this few days.

alright will name the top few events that i did from last month onwards

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1) celebrate royston bday at sentosa ( royston please and cassandra please upload foto )

2)kid(leo) bday at arranda country club.(pics on f.b)

3)went snowboarding with jason

4)one day to malaysia with zee and peeps

5)l4d 2 with jason feroz kenny !!wakakaka ..rawks man

6)watch 2012 with feroz,yong xin and ammanda.

7)went afa with joyce...cant believe she's soo into anime..zzz

8)went lawrys with bin lun and steph.. bin lun!stop being such a busy man and spent time with us!!! im enlisting soon!

9)slacking my ass at home

for those events that i miss out..ps man..im old!blind,deaf,limping and have bad memory...

here are some photos to fill up this post!


anyway why the fcuk am i blogging..this shit blog is half dead













fuuuuu youuuuu!


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Saturday, October 31, 2009 '
somehow the feelings still linger


enlisting soon..life ... c(;
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Something just dosent feels right,
a instinct a urge to find something,
not sure what is it,
just want to sit around,
and hope to sit and share my world..with...
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haha...fcuking hit my total volume!
haha...yessshhhh..got ma smif!
going malaysia next month..haha
short 1 week trip before ns.


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Thursday, October 15, 2009 '
Even a spoilt clock is at least right twice a day


WORK WORK

company:smith and barron
5 days a week!2.30-830 ,
job scope ,building relationship
status : consultant
pay, 2k + smif and commision
location : taka tower b
fun : nope
tirring : nope
tough ; nope,challanging

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OMFG , loves my job la,except for the after hours stays(knnbccb)

aniway,guys!be positive..believe in something that keeps u going,wheather its religeon or some shit ,just fcuking believe

ouh ya...heres my religeon"my religeon is simple..i bow to no one,i go no temple and i pray to no god ..cause im the god and i only believe in myself. and..may god blast you"

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OLD MANS 25tH bday (his first wise hair)

here some pics...enjoy


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being love gives u strenght,but loving some1 needs courage

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To steph : im really not sure what ya hidding,but anyway dont give up on love man!
and rmb if ya need a arm to lie on,theres always 3 strong 1 over here for ya!"bin lun,daryl and me" aniway which deep wound wouldnt heal without a scar? like me,scars are mark of strenght,courage and experience ..find me a warrior,warlord or war god in any movie with no scars !I too gone through a fcuk of a 6 months rollercoaster ride that i wont forget,
those lies to me,my parents and those insults to the people that i loved..and even till today,
i dont even hate her..and wana know why?..
cause in anger..theres hatred and below hatred theres always love..sooo..
hate him means ..love him!soo why hate that mr unknown






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Wednesday, October 7, 2009 '
-everywhere i hear your name,every corner i seems to turn-


yeah,used to say im not this kinda guy,dont do love and this kinda shit.
used to be a love skeptic never hope for a love epic.
friend said: look at those celebrity,being procastinated by society ,
being bitch around by paparazi,but till the day,
they walk up the stage..
those tears they shed those smile they grin,
tell us that they never given up in life...
cause they persist...
And in life,it isnt about the amount of chances
people had given you,its about wheather
will u give urself that one last chance to
pick urself up again,and start a new era of life.
love might have given up on u,but as long as ya there
"single" and not giving up,ya just like a stash
of notes lying around the streets waiting to be
picked up and wheather how much value the
stash of notes is worth,greatly depends on
your character,attitude,personality and looks..so just hold on...
Dont ever let one mistake judge and
mark the end of your life even if it it resembles failure..
.
if we use to be like a dollar note,now we are torn apart...
dosent mean i have the value of none.
Even though theres no cure,no drug to cure a dying heart,
i rather live without you..though i felt like half of who i can...
Even if i feel sick without you and allergic to this
pain,i will still walk away from u..because its obvious i can..
know u wont even bother reading this post..
but just incase,i just wana apologize for the past..
and i never regretted choosing my friends.
i also wana apologize for contacting u that day,
i didnt know thats how u feel and the way u react..
it my mistake..sooo,hmmmm..sorry.
Buddy just want me to forget about the past,
thats why she ask me to contact those that hated me
in the past and at least start anew
with them as strangers...im happy that i have a few
back...Royston,daniel(his in auzzie now),joyce,jessica,
wei kang and of cause lastly of cause hopping
kester would talk to me again as well.
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KENNY:happy ya found a job,as promise i shall work with ya for a month to keep u motivated,sorry as i cant work full time as i have another job at hand..and it really tirring...ouh ya! GOOD LUCK TO YOU AND CATHRIENE!she's hot!FCKING GOOD TATSE LA BRO!
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CARROL:STUDY HARD MAN!!WANA SEE YA SCORE IN YA EXAMS!...yeah,thanks for all the time squeezed out for me ,even though ya busy..YA my SUPER BUDDY LA..And i know u like me!!lol,to be less thick skin ..yeah...i admire ya charm,ya attitude,ya heart to help out others and the abillity to make me laugh like a child again..soo i can conclude,that i used to like u..haha...yeah! buddy ferrrr life mannn!and i always treat ya like my siblings!kor kor will always be there ^^
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LEO:Know ya miss edwin!but understand bro!his still in camp and wont be out till next thursday.yeah," even though you are not who u want to be, even though you are not who ought to be even though you are not who u seems to be -- but at least u are not who you used to be --will rmb this phrase man...correct me if i had it wrong,CAUSE YA DAMM SOFT OVER THE PHONE LA!and the taxi theory i will rmb!and bro..i had 1 chance to make my decision again..to choose friends or lover..i will still be here,single again!i never wana loose u all!! esp you!!!!
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FRANCIS:POWER LA!! now got gf already!! come home like 476983621896289hours later then usual!leave me alone at home to rott!!bruthaaa man!!!haha...aniway francis got very high standards,soo hisexpectation is veRRRyyYYY high..sooo it took him 5-6 years to find a gal! ya patient had pay off la bro!and i know u wont read my blog!..soo left my laptop in front of the t.v ..hopping you will read it!!haha.
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listening to the song free fall..memories....haizz
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freefall tricky stewart
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Let the past be the past babe
see we've all made mistakes
but i won't judge its okay
i just wanna be honest
please don't let me hit the ground
stay around, don't fade away
can i trust you, will you trust me
will you be my family
be my friend and my lover
will you ride or die for me
we're only human, we all got problems
i know it might sound like a dream
let's be free free free, you and me
i just wanna free free fall into love's arms
you and me, free
life can be so hard
be free to fall in love
trust that you'll be strong enough to catch me
free free fall in love's arms, love's arms
boy i need to know that
if life knocks us down
can you hold on, will you step it up
i'll be your one and only
let's make it official right now
i'm ready to fall for you
can i trust you, will you trust me
will you be my familybe my friend and my lover
will you ride or die for me
we're only human, we all got problems
i know it might sound like a dream
let's be free free free, you and me
i just wanna free free fall into love's arms
you and me, freelife can be so hard
be free to fall in love
trust that you'll be strong enough to catch me
free free fall in love's arms, love's arms
now i see things differently
i want simple things
just wanna be happy
love is what i want
and i hope you feel the same
so lets goits just you and me, free fallin
can i trust you, will you trust me
will you be my familybe my friend and my lover
will you ride or die for mewe're only human, we all got problems
i know it might sound like a dream
let's be free free free, you and me
i just wanna free free fall into love's arms
you and me, freelife can be so hard
be free to fall in love
trust that you'll be strong enough to catch me
free free fall in love's arms, love's arms
i just wanna be free to love, love, love...


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my name is gene.F.F
stated by chanel ang the bui bui.

†WHAT I DO†
fcuk around...
slack around...
finding fault...
drinking...
smoking...
de-socialise
fcuk around somemore...

†WHO I HATE†
No heart for bitches,
No heart for witches,
No heart for lossers,
No heart for leaches,
No heart for cowards,
No heart for bastard,
No heart for retards,

No hearts for those who fcuking only complain and fcuking take no action in their fcuking lfe...
fcuk those lossers who lower other peoples, just to make them self alittle higher ^^
fcuk those cowards...
fcuk those people who talk like some great great saviour of mother nature...seriousls _i_ ya and then fcuk those that have been fcuk...



†people around me†
♥wen xin♥ we slackers
♥donovan♥ know u 11 years
♥chun hao♥ drink!dota!slack!!
♥francis♥ i love u francis im gay!
♥jason poa♥ yeah sg idol gonnabe!
♥guo xiang♥ no one more steady then u!
♥mummy♥ no son ever had a better mum
♥leonora♥ picking each other up when we fall
♥steph♥ we talk everything.never ending topic
♥DANIEL♥no good drink can go W/O him
♥feroz♥the ns guy that every1 misses
♥kenny♥the bro that every1 dotes on
♥billy♥the sec school terror c(;
♥amanda lai♥the mature 14 year old
♥ah bao♥ma new clique of peeps
♥joyce♥we are satalites la!the ex that turn out to be 1 of the mvp in my life ^^
♥edwin♥the guys who goes...n.s.n.s.n.s.n.s.n.s.n.s.n.s.n.s.n.s.n.s.n.s.
♥hazlan♥never fails to entertain every1
♥carol ong hui qi♥you coffee addict!♥♥♥♥♥♥♥opppss



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